You made it! You are on top of that Worthy mountain! Tears of joy are flooding down your face! You can finally breathe! You are jumping up and down praising, God for all He has done!
SUDDENLY
You PAUSE! A cool breeze rushes over you, your hair flows in front of your face, and peace overtakes your body! You start smiling, crying more tears of joy, you know deep in your heart that was that ONE TOUCH FROM JESUS!
It's about to be noon! You have to go home! You climb down that beautiful mountain remembering every struggle, hurt & pain you had to overcome to reach the top! What once seemed impossible became possible!
You arrive back home after having a Shift Worthy moment! You go back to your day-to-day routine! Going to the same job, hanging out with the same friends, making the same meals, etc...
Then life gets real and in the way! You lose people close to you, and a loved one gets put in ICU! Thank you, Jesus! You saw a miracle happen! Your loved one came out of ICU! You thank God and go back to walking back in the SAME atmosphere!
You pause! Ugh! Everything is the SAME! Losing motivation! You think to yourself maybe... I'm just burnt out!
Google's signs of burnout...
Sense of failure and self-doubt.
Feeling helpless, trapped, and defeated.
Detachment, feeling alone in the world.
Loss of motivation.
Maybe a little you tell yourself but, you know, deep down, that's not it!
Do you feel like this girl? If so, I can relate! That girl is me! No, I didn't climb a mountain! I did reach my WORTHY! Then I came back feeling empty, motivation less, my world got turned upside down & everything is the SAME!
What God taught me about that (this season because I'm still in it!) season...
It's not burnout it's MAXED OUT! You maxed out of that season & everything around you! Meaning it's time to LEVEL UP! Time to go to the next level! What I experienced on that Worthy mountain top was a HOLY DISRUPTION! I experienced that ONE TOUCH FROM JESUS THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING! Jesus disrupted my normal day-to-day routine. He opened my eyes to the SAME, if you keep doing the same thing you will get the same result!
Love You Kingdom Girl,
Jessica
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